sigh. i think i seriously am pass the study age. cause i sort of even heck care abt my results le. no matter how i did. it took me some time to register my results. then a small voice within me told me that. "i have to study and score better next sem. bettr score shown on resume"
then i realised. i'm more looking forward to work life than anything. going around and do wat i want. the life without school, exams. but don't tink it can be fulfilled. competitions, exams are all around us aren't they? i'm not that damn rich to lead a tai tai's life. anyway i think i'll grow bored of that kind of life. sigh. i thought i could have scored better. i'm losing my touch.
my highest score came from the subject i was least prepared for. wat the!!

but i think i did better than previous sem. but still. sigh. its still bad according to my previous standards. why am i waking up so late???
and i think even later then ever. i realised i really really cannot score in chemistry. why am i in chem? its the last sem already!!

so ironic right?
enjoy life and yet i wanna get better results.
better results and yet i wanna have fun.
greater life and yet i'm starting off so late, still searching for the meanign behind it all. clueless. clueless still.